I leave Friday, so not tomorrow but the next day. I am excited, but in a way upset too. I think it is a bad time to leave, because all my friends are leaving too, which in turn means it is going to be hard to see their beautiful faces again before they leave, due to the fact that I work everyday until my plane takes off.
I am mostly upset that I was not able to see Nikhil before I left. He is one of my best friends, and quite possibly the one that knows the most about me. I miss him, a lot. Maybe we are such good friends because we can't see each other all the time, so we don't get sick of each other. I don't know, I guess it doesn't matter why we are really good friends, it just matters that we are, and I cherish our friendship.
I am also sad, that everyone is leaving, except for a few friends. I wonder everyday if what I am choosing to do is the right thing for me. I am not going to college right away, like everyone else is. Right now... I can't afford it, and I don't know what I want to do. So I am going to save up the three grand for my apprenticeship, after I get back from Florida and Ireland, so I can start really soon. I want to shove needles under people's skin. That will make me happy. Why you ask? They will not judge me. And I will not judge them. They are there for the same reason I am, our love for body modification.
Now I am off to work... again. I am always working, and its so sad. I've wasted my intire summer away. But I got piercings because of the money I make. So that is good.
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